Okay a week ago I was blond, and now my hair is black. Last week I was unsure about my status with my Jamaican and now things are better than before. On Sunday I had a breakdown, a complete and utter breakdown. Then I turned it over to God. I asked for help, to stop obsessing over what I have no real power over. That I'd be okay if things didn't work out. The next day it all worked out better than I even imagined. In life you sometimes have to turn yourself over to a greater power. In no way should it be seen as a weakness, but as a strength.