I'm in a very good place right now. Yep I truly enjoy this space right here. I feel like I have options. Isn't that what we all want. To have the option to do something different, even if we dont go after it, just knowing that the option is out there makes us feel better. Right now I have a lot of options, some are purely self driven and some are dericive on other people but in the end I have options. I feel that we as people feel the most alive and valued when we know that others see us as something worth possessing. That doesn't mean we have to strongly value what others think or feel, but it does mean that no matter how highly we may think of ourselves, without the value given from the outside there is no true form of measurement. My self motto is: Practically Perfect in Every Way... not only do I believe it, but my actions show others that this is the measure I hold myself to. But if I showed a lack of concern or showed that I did not strive for excellence, my motto would be null in void. Others would not see the motto and equate it with me. However right now I'm happy and enjoying this place for me.