I now watch the news, something I've never done in my adult life. I found that watching the news was depressing and not worth of my time. Ironically now the news plays an important part of what could be my economic future. It is now very crucial that I'm aware of what is going on. Awareness is very important. I woke up happy this morning, courtesy of my jamaican. the trip I was planing has been postponed but I can't wait to see him. Traveling for sex.......well I could travel for worse.