The one thing I didn't want to happen is now happening. Even by trying to avoid it, it still occurred. This leads me to wonder about the saying that the best said plans still can go awry. And no matter how much planning you do, nothing can stop nature. Thinking that you can is futile, and wishing you can is an exercise in futility. The universe gives you what you want, I believe that 100%. I was nervous about a situation, kinda dreading the situation and now another level has been added. Life is a very surprising adventure.